Tonight, it’s just Nate, Joshua, & myself. It’s quiet and strange. The only other time I’ve been away from Emily overnight was when Joshua was born. And then, it was me who was gone, not her and Nathan away. I know they’ll be fine. They’re probably whispering to their little friends now and having a lot of fun. (Hopefully – for my friend’s sake – they are asleep though!)
Joshua’s surgery is tomorrow and I am so jittery.
I feel almost stupid for worrying like I am, because I know he will be fine and it really is such an easy surgery. But again he’s my baby and a mother’s heart can’t always be logical.
I am so glad we went to church today & Nate let me sit in service while he took care of Joshua. I needed to hear the message so much and it really spoke to my heart.
“The Lord God is my strength; He will make my feet like deer’s feet, and He will make me walk on my high hills.” – Habakkuk 3: 19
I’ll update tomorrow while we’re at the hospital.
Thanks again for praying… the support & love that we’ve received has been so wonderful.